Gotta tell ya though.
I am glad to only have one.
I love her to death but sometimes I am not sure how equipped I am to be a mother.
I have done a pretty good job.
My daughter has actually turned out to be a great human being.
She has good manners and is very responsible.
She is even fun to be around.
And still talks to me.
But, I couldn't handle having more.
I just don't have the patience for little kids.
And I just am not a baby person.
People that just turn all mushy when they see new babies.
I am an oddity among women in that regard.
Cause I have never felt the need to hold every baby that comes into my presence.
In fact, I'd just as soon not.
The older I get, the less I care to hold a baby.
Even with friend's babies.
I just don't wanna.
It makes me wonder if Kiddo ever becomes a mother, what kind of grandma I'd be.
I try not to wonder that too often, I'd just as soon not think Grandma thoughts for many years.
Honeyman mentioned grandparenthood a couple weeks ago and the thought of that was rather alarming.
It just seems to be many, many years away.
Like a speck in the distance.
Afterall 21/21/2012 is coming up in just 2 years so who knows?
Maybe we will all die and the possibility is all moot.