Sometimes we all spend so much time just getting through life's obstacle course.
We forget what it's like to really live and not just exist.
It was so much easier to live life to the fullest when I was younger.
No house that seems to suck the very life out of me.
From the age of 19 to about 25 I was a nomad.
I moved whenever to wherever I wanted
whenever the hell I felt like.
People may have called me a slacker
But I never stayed at one job for more than 6 months.
I just got tired of the place of employment.
So, I found something else.
I did a lot of stupid shit.
Also known as the salad days.
I think my parents were shaking their heads
and wondering what was going to become of me.
I didn't care.
I was living my life on my own terms.
Sometimes I miss the old life of no responsibilites.
But, I can't turn back the clock.
And I am not sure I'd want to.
Some of the stupid and thoughtless things I did make me cringe.
Getting robbed at coffee- point is something I will never want to relive.( story for another time)
That or my unintended pregnancy/miscarriage.
Currently living my life consists of getting up at the ungodly hour of 6 am and trying to think why.
I also try to find something to laugh about every day.
Life should be about having fun.
There doesn't have to be anything meaningful or deep in our existence.
If you aren't enjoying life, you are not really living.
"People who see life as anything more than pure entertainment are missing the point. "- George Carlin