I am so tired of not sleeping at night.
I sleep good about 3-4 nights a week, if I'm lucky.
I have this theory that if I don't nap during the day, I will be able to sleep at night.
So far, the theory remains a theory that has not been proven.
All I do is become more of a zombie, if that is at all possible.
I have to stay busy during the day or I sit in my chair that I am convinced contains chloroform.
It has to or just sitting in it for any length of time would not get me super sleepy or flat out fall asleep.
I could lay down with Honeyman when he comes home from work.
But that defeats the whole "no nap" concept.
Today was really bad.
I didn't sleep good at all last night.
Just when I was actually getting into the deep sleep that my body craved it was time to get up.
Honeyman had his surgery today so I got to sit in uncomfortable chairs half the day and be really stressed.
So, I sit here just waiting for my daughter to get out of the bath and into bed so I can crawl into mine.
I hope Honeyman sleeps good and I don't disturb him.
Cause if he needs to get up, I have to help him get up.
That sounds a bit selfish.
Ask me if I care.
I'll let you in on a little secret.
I don't care if I am.
Maybe later I will.
But, I am just too tired to care.