It's November and CRAZY time starts around here.
From September on, it just never stops.
Birthdays, Halloween, Thanksgiving, and than the dreaded Christmas.
This year there was the added element of Kiddo and her surgery.
But, Thanksgiving isn't so bad.
It's just the three of us.
I make everything and it's good.
Turkey, stuffing, mashed potatoes- the good stuff.
Than time to go nuts, making sure I have all the Christmas presents figured out.
I usually send out cards and bake stuff for friends.
But, not sure I am doing all that this year.
Every year I get less cards.
By less I mean 4 instead of 7.
Half the people I bake things for don't really seem to give a shit.
I know it is better to give than to receive and all that crap.
But, ya know what?
I don't care.
I get tired of spending all the time to either make cards or fill them out and mail them
I get tired of spending time baking pumpkin bread or cookies or making candy
and having little or no response.
Is it too much to ask that someone appreciate it?
A few people do. But not many.
And I am not asking for a return gift.
But a thanks somehow would not be amiss.
Having someone take it and sit(or is it set?) it on the counter with no word is a little bit disappointing.
Christmas has never been my best holiday anyway.
Growing up, gifts were always a disappointment.
I never had much fun.
It was always about obligations and not fun.
One year, my grandma died three days before Christmas
But she wasn't found til Christmas Eve.
And yet we still had to go down to the other grandparent's house on Christmas day.
Cause that is what you did.
It was horrible!
And now it is still about obligation and not fun.
We go into the inlaws on Christmas Eve and not have fun.
Whoo, I love that.
We used to do family pictures.
But my brother inlaw got divorced and since than they haven't done that.
Which I really don't get.
He has sons and they are his family.
Just cause there is no wife there doesn't mean it isn't a family.
We don't have to do them.
But, on Christmas we stay home.
I hate going here and there so I decided we aren't.
My parents just have to live with me never being out there for Christmas.
Since mil won't have us do a no show, my parents get to deal with it.
Sometimes I wish I lived out of state.